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1. I have learned many times in my life so far that there is always a little more stretch. Even when you don't think it is possible.. 2. Night float insomnia: Trying to decide exactly when and how to sleep enough while on night float. The struggle is real.  3. It's interesting how often I have felt "mommy guilt" as a baseline mood over approximately 2 months since returning to work. And how much I have discovered it to be about that, me.. The baby is just fine. He loves me. Even when I don't see him for a few days in a row. He loves his daddy. Even though he has to do all of our life chores often instead of playing with him. And he loves daycare. Despite it being an infant viral cesspool of chaos. Babies are cool like that. They kind of get it more than we do. He looks at me sometimes with his expression telling me "C'est la vie, mom." And he's right. That's life.  4. I know I'll be a good mom, but there is a constant ...