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For a variety of reasons, I am back inside my maximum overdrive of introspective over-thinking and mega-processing... It tends to happen to me when I am working a lot and under socialized. Minimal life distractions. Lots of thinking time. I have been in Salt Lake Regional almost every day for the past 2 months.. If that doesn't instigate some introspection about what you are ultimately doing with your life, nothing will. Also, I am living alone again. A few things happened to me over the past few weeks. First, I am pretty much absolutely positive that I want to do palliative care. Previously, I had decided that ultimately I should get a real job in the real world after residency before making any more rash decisions about my career direction. I felt like this was fairly important to me because I have noticed that I often sound like a naive and clueless child when I talk or write about "life" or my work. But this is what happened. Two months ago, my geriatri...